Thursday, 20 August 2009

  • whats life? i keep asking myself , what am i born for, what i'm chasing in my life.
    a high salary job? a great family? br rich?....or a unrealistic dreams..

    Sometimes depression can bring you deep think..
    the failure of your life, lack of care, jealousy, regratness...

    isnt it really need to be rich or good job ,then it's a good life?

    everyone have different aspects, why we have to force ourselves to do something we dont like?

    why its so hard to dreams come true.?

    And now i know, dreams are dreams, dreams is a place you cannot get there but you can see it.
    just like we dont know where the place our jesues living , but we heard a lot about heaven.

    What's my fate? i really dont know, in this moment i just feel i caught between .

    for achie , i;m not study in design group ,i cant go for it.
    for aeospace engineering, the physic and maths are a nightmare according to my friend
    for industral design ,the same sh*ugar with achie
    for being pilot , the school fee is triple of normal one.
    for avaition management,  working in airport is my favourite, but its hard to live the life i want.

    choice? i have no choice, because the dreams are not exist on real world.

    even dreams come true, you still dont feel enough, because we are human, we have endless wants.

    later you will found,  furture, just let it be, enjoy everyday you still breathing is much worth it.
    study is hard, but compare with working, it's a heaven.
    although hongkong is not as romance as greek, but at lease we have our life pattern,
    the fast and quick with good quailty are awesome .

    every object have 2 sides, sometimes just depend how you think and wt you think..
    it's fun to guess, if i can have a good life in hk, will i still looking for my greek?
    imagination are always bright, just because it give you the place to retreat. a place for the sucker like me.

     i'm still sinking on my dream and didnt know the big wave is coming on me.

    is time to wake up now and try to face the problem, 

    Be a Real Man Ruf, you nearly 18 now.. not a child anymore. ....

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